Lies And Lullabies by Misskari21

this song is about attempted rape and asphyxiation done to me by my ex boyfriend. this song is highly special to me. it is copyrighted and registered.

i need more time
to read between your lines
and your disguise.
tell me again,
the reason why
you lied,
you hid your pride.
i see right through
the games you play,
you threw away
today.

i can't believe,
you did this to me.
me a fool,
for loving you.
i've been deceived,
but it's not the first time.
you threw away,
my secrets, lies and lullabies.

i talked to mom
about the things you said
and did to me.
she said we'll talk
about it later,
when she's free.
it's just so hard,
the deck of cards
that i've been dealt.
but you chose to fall,
and drag me with you,
in your way to .

i can't believe,
you did this to me.
me a fool,
for loving you.
i've been deceived,
but it's not the first time.
you threw away,
my secrets, lies and lullabies.

asphyxiate me,
do it again and again.
fingers like knives
into my throat,
and choke me with your hands.

i can't believe,
you did this to me.
me a fool,
for loving you.
i've been deceived,
but it's not the first time.
you threw away,
my secrets, lies and lullabies.