That Bottle by Alice Minguez from Wisconsin United States

As we walk in
Don’t think that I don’t see you there
What you’ve got in your pocket
You promised me you’d stop
Go meetings and knock it
I believed you somehow
When you said that you’d stop this
Even though you also said
Girl, I don’t need all this help, ysis
Not this, no

Guess I fooled myself this time
Guess I ignored all the signs
Found something I didn’t want to find
But what gets me the most
Is that the emptier that bottle gets
The less I seem to exist
To you I might as well be gone
For the looks that you keep giving all the girls in this town

You say you wanna make a family
Someday we’ll have kids and they’ll grow up
With us
But don’t you see, baby
That’s just the kind of life we won’t get
If you go on like this
If you keep drinkin’ it up like this
You’ll keep swearing and slurring
Your words as you throw your anger
‘Round the furniture with a fist

Guess I fooled myself this time
Guess I ignored all the signs
Found something I didn’t want to find
But what gets me the most
Is that the emptier that bottle gets
The less I seem to exist
To you I might as well be gone
For the looks that you keep giving all the girls in this town