I Exist by Mia from Phoenix United States

Hmmm

Gotta get out of my head
Go for a walk, get out of bed
These memories echo on repeat again
Tired of wishing I was dead

Yeah I know what I just said
Forgive me for I have sinned

Tired of these voices in my head
Reminding me of the things Ive did
On my own is what I dread
Living a lie, is this the end
Tired of remember the life Ive lived
Looking back is all Ive ever did
Have you all forgotten that I exist?

Yeah I know what I just said
Maybe Ill forgive you in the end

Been thinking too much, that's always bad
And I'm so sorry for what I've said
I know I messed up again
Can we get high, so I can clear my head.

Am I still here or am I dead
Yeah I know what I just said

Tired of these voices in my head
Reminding me of the things Ive did
On my own is what I dread
Living a lie, is this the end
Tired of remember the life Ive lived
Looking back is all Ive ever did
Have you all forgotten that I exist?

Yes I exist,
My heart still beats,
Just down on my luck
You ain't perfect
So why do you judge

Tired of these voices in my head
Reminding me of the things Ive did
On my own is what I dread
Living a lie, is this the end
Tired of remember the life Ive lived
Looking back is all Ive ever did
Have you all forgotten that I exist?

Tired of these voices in my head
Reminding me of the things Ive did
On my own is what I dread
Living a lie, is this the end
Tired of remember the life Ive lived
Looking back is all Ive ever did
Have you all forgotten that I exist?

(credit to Moonlight Music for the instrumental, melody and lyrics by Mia)