Selffulfilling Void by Am Focht from Frankfurt Area Germany

infant home-undeservedly lost entire lifetime work plus 125k€.
the long-term effect of 2 hours of sleep a day from medication is slowly killing me.
am i allowed to have had the childhood i really suffered ? some of my friends died when i was a little kid, nobody there, when i asked to speak about. so sad - nobody knows - and then that : emergency of disabled victim refused by "paul" of kapovaz in bremerhaven born disabled by clubfeet, root of nose torn off by massive header on behalf of "paul" by a hired thug as "paul" told me later, 1996, when i was asking him in his "live music pub" kapovaz. with friends like fishtown no need for mortal enemy when became 18 years old, told a friend about me prefering very skinny body shape and being bi. there was another one who wanted to come with us leaving home country for greece, who also just did not want go back to employer the next week. seems, that friend made his life with that story to never must go working. root of nose torn off by massive header on behalf of "paul" by a hired thug as "paul" told me later, 1996, when i was asking him in his "live music pub" kapovaz. emergency refused, lost goals of vocational training to become engineer in electronics nearby in bremerhaven, 80s. i had unfortunately hidden a music cassette with an unrecoverable piece of music on the toilet tank so that it wouldn't be stolen in the pub and forgotten there. it must have fallen in. vicarious for someone who planned a shop window smashing i did such to show him what it brings to deal with stolen property, noticed that aspect in his environment by my water pump and pocket pc that were stolen... three times could be killed later in my life. declared insane by drug ysis without signature then, evidence must be presented. there is overarching evidence that i did not consume any . drei tötungsversuche auf der b25, ortsausgang nördlingen richtung deiningen konnte ich mich nur durch einen sprung im letzten sekundenbruchteil vor dem Überfahrenwerden retten. hastedter/sebaldsbrücker heerstraße in bremen blickte ich gerade schnell genug nach hinten, als auf dem gehweg/radweg frühmorgens ein auto hinter meinem fahrrad auf mich zuraste und konnte um ein paar zentimeter weit genug ausweichen. bei einer firma in achim bei bremen fuhr ein lkw vor, als ich gerade an einem arbeitskollegen, der mit einem langen messer drohte vorbei, durch das rolltor flüchtete, der schichtführer hatte den notausgang verriegelt. made mistakes my own, please excuse me, hope this could explain some causes.

nachdem man seit der jahrtausendwende nicht realisieren wollte, dass ich meinen cannabiskonsum beendete, durfte ich meine mutter nicht in ihrem rollstuhl zur beerdigung meines vaters schieben, sondern ein günstling sollte das tun. der pastor dort schnitt mir eine grimasse, eine freundin meiner mutter behauptete, ich würde sie nicht mehr kennen. die günstlinge besassen dann noch die unverfrorenheit, anzufragen, ob sie zusätzlich zum zu erbenden haus, dass sie bekommen, gegebenenfalls noch meinen lottogewinn obendrauf bekommen. der zeitpunkt war gekommen, endlich den austritt aus solcher glaubensgemeinschaft zu vollziehen.