Time is ticking. I'm on my mission.
Ambition gonna get it no time in wishing.
Visions of meee getting murdered i'n my sleep.
Beneath my pillow I keep a ed glock 19.
Dreams is waking meeee up at 3
Nightmares got me scared now its hard to sleep.
No more no more I can't take it no more.
Pull the liquor out my jore
Shipping liquor in my draws.
Grab my glock. And I'm knowing that it's ed.
Take another shot before I make this mf pop.
I put this biiittcch to my temple.
The feeling of cold metal.
Coming from my barrel.
But I can't lose to the devil's.
I dropp to the ground,
Tears balling all out,
I Put my pistol down,
And cried this out.
I'm broke down to the bottom of the mf ocean
I'm losing faith saints don't leave a brother hopeless.
If it wasn't for my liquor,
I'd probably pull the trigger.
But the first time I pulled it
The safety saved a ..
It ain't yuor tiiiiimeee to gooooo.
Take a breath and live it slow.
It ain't yuor time to go.
Times get hard, yeah I know.
I'm back up gonna make it out this biiittcch this time.
Rhyming or grinding its my time.
Blind from the evil that's been Done to me.
Made me lose my kindness thought I was no longer weaakk.
I put that pistol to my head.
I put misery for my friends.
Cried nights up in my bed.
Real as tears shed.
Led by lies and trends that die.
Suicide in my mind its hard to survive
Easy to be alive easier to die.
So im Thankful that I'm wise.
I could've been that niga founddead
I could still be that niga so I still sleep with the led.
Candles by my bed
prayer to end the night.
Momma you the best
For sticking by my side.
I pop the top of this patron
Any day you could go.
I'm still up in this hoe.
Today ain't our day to go.
But I'm losing all my folks
Niggaa the pain still woke.
Losing my as to the dope.
Reminiscing how we was close.
Close the blinds,
To many killings outside.
Cover my babies eyes
Raise them better from what I've seen with mine.