Roadside by Vanessa Tinberus from Wuhan China

hey you're here
you look good
i guess everything's fine
i'm sorry i got drunk again
i thought this bottle was the rabbit hole
today's a busy day as usual
talking to the strangers
nobody else's in my heart
except you

have you ever thought about what if these cars run wild
or the dark sky shadow covered with snow
is there anything you haven't seen
i can be your eyes
and your heart, your soul, your mind

hey you're here
so talk to me, where have you been
is the world a happy one
have you met someone like me
well my days are not so satisfying
but i promise you, it'll get better
in fact, i don't know where to go

have you ever thought about what if those dogs run wild
or when the rain falls down, where do you stay
are there secrets you haven't told me
like you're just playing hide-and-seek
with me
for all these years

i'm sick of the endless pain
i'm sick of being like this
tired of fooling everyone around
i'm tired of faking strong
there are times when i want to end it all
and fly high above the ground
but i see your eyes
they're whispering, "hold on"

i don't really want to let you down
i want to be myself
the years without you mean nothing at all
my life was worse than
i'll never blame you for leaving me
so can you just stay a little longer now
oh longer now

i'm tired of living
i'm tired of being blue
i‘m tired of everything
except for missing you