Crystal Glass Demo by Vanessa Tinberus from Wuhan China

a quarter to the appointment
i counted the minutes, the seconds
swallowed by my fear
suffocated in the dispute with mr. wrong
how did i end up here in the mist of uncertainty and savage beasts
am i never good enough for all i wanted

i can feel the crystal glass ahead of me
blocking my way to the outside
but i built it up myself when no one knew
i cannot pull it down though i tried
you're an intruder, but don't apologize
i'm offensive, i like to hide behind the spotlight

still learning to accept the girl in the mirror
simply one more step can take arms and swords
although nobody wins the war
why am i stuck in here among the fierce enemy
right before i land on the s
i'm drowning can anyone pull me up

i can feel the crystal glass ahead of me
blocking my way to the outside
but i built it up myself when no one knew
i cannot pull it down though i tried
you're an intruder, but don't apologize
i'm offensive, i like to hide behind the spotlight

sometimes i can't help myself crying
sitting in the corner of the room and questioning
does anyone care about my existence
is there any love that i deserve？

i can feel the crystal glass ahead of me
blocking my way to the outside
but i built it up myself when no one knew
i cannot pull it down though i tried
you're an intruder, but don't apologize
i'm offensive, i like to hide behind the spotlight