Dear Diary Intro by Jaeejaee from Nottingham United Kingdom

Verse 1
Dear diary I hope the your listening
A lot of thoughts in my mind there sickening
The other side of me has no discipline
I'm getting really scared so please listen in

I've never had these dark thoughts before
There leaking out spilling on the floor
The other side of me wants to start a war
And it's a war I just can't ignore

I feel like it's my time to shine
I've just gotta keep focused on the right line
And I know that I always say that I'm feeling fine
But those thoughts in my head send shivers down my spine

This is an other side of of me that you've never seen
This is the craziest that I have ever been
I'm working my way to become the female queen
And I'm hoping to one day take over the scene

Hook 1
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Dear diary I hope the your listening
A lot of thoughts in my mind there sickening
The other side of me has no discipline
I'm getting really scared so please listen in

Verse 2
Dear diary it's you that I'm speaking too
Only you know what the fuck that I've been through
Cause your the only thing that I ever go to
When I'm feeling depressed angry or blue

You know my life and the things I've had to deal with
I can't stick with one thing I just can't commit
To look elsewhere that's the only thing I can't resist
Sometimes I think to myself why the fuck do I exists

A lot of thoughts a day run through my head
Nightmares when I go to sleep are the only things I dread
But love for the music is what I'm tryna spread
Life's tryna get me down but I'm one step ahead

But will you still be here in the future
Or will you be gone from my life real sooner
Cause In the future sometimes imma need a tutor
To teach me in the world how to be a ruler

Hook 2
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Dear diary it's you that I'm speaking too
Only you know what the fuck that I've been through
Cause your the only thing that I ever go to
When I'm feeling depressed angry or blue

Verse 3
Dear diary I hope that we can speak again
I'm the future I hope you'll always be my friend
I hope the bond between us two never ends
I hope you realise that I never mean to offend

if you weren't here I don't think I would be either
Im not religious and I'm not really a believer
A lot of people relying on me see me as a leader
I'm just reaching the surface I've gotta dive deeper

To make it to the top that's what I'm heading towards
Because the music is something that I adore
But sometimes I feel like going overboard
Cause I wanna get to the top and win them awards

And I won't stop until I accomplish my dreams
But sometimes things aren't as simple as they seem
Sometimes my body just want to scream
But I'm tryna do my best for cdm that's my team.

Hook 3
Dear diary I hope that we can speak again
I'm the future I hope you'll always be my friend
I hope the bond between us two never ends
I hope you realise that I never mean to offend