Late Night Trip by Thekissingbanditxx from Vancouver Canada

i’ve got no future and i’ve got no job,
so i’m gonna sit down with a good show.
maybe a k-drama with a heartthrob
i’m job hunting by the tv glow.

sometimes it makes me wanna disappear,
my love says, “never worry i’m always near.”
“i’m sorry, baby, my mind’s not quite here.
i think we could both use a bit of cheer.”

they always get our order wrong on the app
so let’s take a little walk tonight.
when it’s almost midnight and the world is dark blue,
i wanna treat myself to something that i like.

i’m tired of crying, it’s so undignifying,
so let’s go to 7/11
slurpees in every color, a rainbow for my lover,
have a moment of decompression.

my mind is trapped between the extremes,
but i’m doing so much better lately.
but i wouldn’t say it’s easy, it’s so ing hard,
i still battle gravity daily.

i can see a future, i think i see success,
at least i’m not fighting my own loneliness.
the road is never clear,
but the fog is lifted.

they always get our order wrong on the app
so let’s take a little walk tonight.
when it’s almost midnight and the world is dark blue,
i wanna treat myself to something that i like.

i’m tired of crying, it’s so undignifying,
so let’s go to 7/11
slurpees in every color, a rainbow for my lover,
have a moment of decompression.

we get back home with the lights all off,
everything except the tv.
i could use some low sensory input,
kinda makes me wish we lived by the sea.

we’re fumbling in the bed at 3 am,
condensation hugs our drinks on the nightstand.
it’s pooling on the surface,
wish we could run away as far as we can.

as far as we can,
as far as we can.

as far as we can.
why can’t things go the way i plan?

let’s go to 7/11.